Sean Copeland Online

Should I be happy or should I be sad
Can I decide what will be had
By myself and not others who try as they will
To ruin my mood and my cheap truncated thrills

Should I be cheerful or should I be sick
Why must you be such a prick
That steals and hits and flicks at my soul
Your never ever ending and out of control

Should I be loving or should I be hating
Of the things that show up so unexpected
Making my mind a wandering jew of thoughts
Of feelings of hatred and love as it rots

Should I be gleeful or should I be torn
With all of the things washed and worn
I tighten my belt and look the other way
Maybe just maybe I’ll be lead astray

You make me want to hurt
You drive me into spurts
Of pain and agony beyond belief
Only I can save myself from your grief

Cool off for a bit now
You can’t stop because of how
I treated you or left you alone
Get over it already and be grown

Take your shit and leave me be
Or come by and simply see
I haven’t forgotten who you are
Lets simply end this endless spar

I forgive you for what you be
Please just forgive me for me
Do you want me to hate you
Or can you not see what is true

All that I know
Is nothing without you
Your mind is so beautiful
And your heart is true

You are what I need
And everything I do
I’ll hold your hand
Let’s just see this through

All that I know
Is nothing without you
Your mind is so beautiful
And your heart is true

Simple things mean everything
That’s why I need you
You leave me hopeful
In everything we do